Shit's Weird.

The title really says it all. I don't know how to feel right now about, well, everything. On one hand, work is great, my roomates are great, michelle and my family are great. I'm living in florida. Hell, I'm living in DISNEY! I should really be saying that things are going great right now! In fact, the majority of things are going great, but I guess I just don't feel great. I do have my reasons though. Almost a week ago now, a beautiful, intelligent, and inspiring girl took her own life. Emily Roe was someone that I knew through sharing many friends and one common enemy. I can't even really say much more than that about it. It all confuses me so much on so many different levels. I miss so many people right now. I feel confused, sad, frustrated, and so many other things. I'm not at home so I won't be able to make it to the memorial service. I wish I could be there. However, there is going to be a live streaming of the service online. I'm anxious to watch it. I don't really wan't to watch alone, so I asked Michelle if she want's to watch it with me. I totally understand why anybody wouldn't want to watch something like that though. So if she can't I'll probably just call one of my sorority sisters that's down here and ask her for the favor. I want to be at home right now more than I have since I got down here. I love it down here though... weird. Shit's Weird.