Jumping on the bandwagon

So, two of my most favorite people ever started blogging this week! Jen and Rachel are obviously inspirational and I decided that blogging was something that I want to try too! This is basically just going to be an online diary where I spell my thoughts out to anybody who's willing to listen. I'm 18 years old (almost 19) and I currently go to community college. First semester, I went to UNCGreensboro and I loved it. However, some menacing problems caught up with me and really effed up everything. I struggle with an eating disorder and depression. They are both a pain in my ass and if it wasn't for them sucking me back in, I would still be in North Carolina right now, probably enjoying the weather and driving to the carolina cup with my sisters. Oh yeah, I'm in a sorority. I am a sister of Alpha Chi Omega and couldn't love it more than I already do. This probably helps to explain the title of my blog because the lyre is a symbol of axo... also I lie alot. I lie to myself, to friends, and to family. I refuse to lie in this blog. I'm going to start practicing what I preach and be accountable to my actions and thoughts. I have a best friend and a weird family. I've applied for the Disney College Program and am currently pending. That being said I am always always always obssesivly checking my e-mail in hopes that I've gotten in. If I do get in, I'll get to spend the fall with my best friend in florida and have a mouse as my boss! How cool would that be?! So that's pretty much my life right now. I'm not particularly struggling with my eating disorder at this point. However, depression has been a problem yet and all my therapist wants me to be re-evaluated and have my meds increased. I'm okay with it, as long as I stop feeling like shit. Actually knowing that my slump has been because of something chemical and not because I generally suck has already made me feel a little better! Plus, spring is coming and I got my pay check last night, so that helps too. Okay, well thats all for now!