I literally haven't posted in forever.

My life is weird. Today has been weird. Kind of sucky actually. It's not anybody's fault, I'm just not doing anything for myself. I've been in bed since I got home from Greensboro, which I went to visit over the weekend. I know it's just a small trip, but it's really hard for me to transition from there to here. It's weird going from constant stimulation and friends around me 24/7 to well... none of that. It also makes me kind of sad to know that so much is going on and I'm missing it. Don't get me wrong, I love being at home, and I have friends here. It's just different. I guess I'm lonely, which is weird because I'm normally very content by myself. Honestly, eating has been a little difficult. Mostly because I'm not doing anything, so I dont want to be sitting at home all day eating. Then that turns into me just basically not eating. I had dinner though and it was good. It's not that it's really eating disorder stuff, I just don't really have any motivation for anything. I hate it. I can't wait until Disney comes around so I can be around the 24/7 hustle and bustle of college life. Anyways, my day started out okay, got worse, and now is looking up again. It's always good to write things out. Also a boy just called me sweetheart, and if I don't include all of the confusion and anxiety around my love-life right now, then that makes me really happy. Every now and then pet names just make you feel warm and fuzzy inside. Oh well, I guess that's all that I have to say for now :)