Shit's Weird.

The title really says it all. I don't know how to feel right now about, well, everything. On one hand, work is great, my roomates are great, michelle and my family are great. I'm living in florida. Hell, I'm living in DISNEY! I should really be saying that things are going great right now! In fact, the majority of things are going great, but I guess I just don't feel great. I do have my reasons though. Almost a week ago now, a beautiful, intelligent, and inspiring girl took her own life. Emily Roe was someone that I knew through sharing many friends and one common enemy. I can't even really say much more than that about it. It all confuses me so much on so many different levels. I miss so many people right now. I feel confused, sad, frustrated, and so many other things. I'm not at home so I won't be able to make it to the memorial service. I wish I could be there. However, there is going to be a live streaming of the service online. I'm anxious to watch it. I don't really wan't to watch alone, so I asked Michelle if she want's to watch it with me. I totally understand why anybody wouldn't want to watch something like that though. So if she can't I'll probably just call one of my sorority sisters that's down here and ask her for the favor. I want to be at home right now more than I have since I got down here. I love it down here though... weird. Shit's Weird.

Disney

I'm here!! Disney is great so far. I haven't finished training yet, but I'm working at a restaraunt called Cosmic Ray's. It's in Tomorrowland which is in the Magic Kingdom. It's actually the 2nd bussiest restaraunt in the world! At least I'll never get bored, right? My job will be in the front of the restaraunt, bussing tables, being a hostess, etc. It's definitly a great job. I'm right next to Alice's tea cup ride, the Rapunzel meet & greet, and the Cinderella Castle! Apparently Cosmic Ray's gets PACKED at nighttime, when the fireworks go off above the castle, I guess we have a pretty good view. Well anyways, I live in an appartment complex called Chatham Square. I had the option of having a four bedroom apartment (8 girls), or a one bedroom apartment (2 girls). Call me crazy, but I chose the four bedroom. My reasoning is as follows: To begin with, it costs less. (maybe only ten dollars a week, but whatever) Also, what if I were to opt for the one bedroom and ended up absolutely HATING my roomate. No thanks, I'd rather not be stuck in that awkward situation. Anyways, on a really really good note, ALL of my roomates are normal!!! The girls who's actually sharing a room with me is so sweet. Her name is Britney and shes from Washington state! (WOW!!) The others are awesome as well. Anyways, the pool here is really nice, and obviously the parks are amazing! That's about all for now. Gotta go hang out with people and stuffs, ya know?